three simple words

plain and simple

i need sleep.
warmth, and less school.

i can't pick up the pieces

how silly of me to think that you would immediately fall in love with me
and live happily ever after.
I guess I am still livin' in my daydreams.
wake up call, anyone?

it's a rollercoaster of emotions

donde estas?

I was thinking of joining the station
maybe hosting my own show.
But I don't think I could do it alone.
I wish i had someone close who would do it.

all mixed up in the wash.

i am waiting, patiently.

leap of faith

I hope that is you.
I'd love to get to know you.
Maybe next time i'll be brave enough, and say hi.

baby just say yes.

your sexy and you know it.

do you know what it feels like?

it's a love story

"And now here is my secret, a very simple secret; it is only with hte heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eyes"

cinder and smoke

Here is your horoscope for
Friday, January 16:
You're in the middle of a big decision and you need to take the least selfish option. It may hurt a little, but it should feel a lot better once you're past this current phase. You can get your way later.

now tell me which one is the least selfish one?
Cause i don't know anymore.
Thanks.

se me olvido otra vez.

I think we should be just friends.

sorry.

waterfalls

Dear winter;

Bring it on.

I am ready to kick your ass.

yours;

me.

it's gonna be me.

I hate winter, and the cold.

I hope things work out.

I am dreading tomorow.

I am scared for what the doctor will say.

I need sleep.

sunshine, lolipops and rainbows.

there is just something beautiful about the sunshine and sunflowers.
they just sparkle, and look so bright and beautiful.
if i could just live in a world filled with sunshine and sunflowers, i'd be happy as ever.

I am glad we are on the same page now.
maybe we can progress into something better.

I am so excited
I cannot wait to go back home,
and visit.
I will be so emotional, I can feel it.

I just dream of showing up in front of my family's house and giving them all a big huge hug.

it'd make my day.

<3

we are two worlds apart.

This morning I woke up with bumps on my lips.
Only to find out it was dried blood.
Which means my lips are ubber chapped... again.
One of the main reasons as to why i dislike the cold.

Yesterday I had the most awkward conversation with the parents.
Ellos me pregntaron si yo sabia que tú querias mudarte y vivir aqui.
Yo no sabia eso. Espero que sea de verdad, porque yo quisiera verte para ver como me siento.
No porque tú eres feo pero porque no se si tendremos esa conexión.
A la misma vez no quiero que tú vengas por mi porque no me senteria bien. A lo mejor tú tienes la idea que si vienes nosotros podremos ajuntarnos y hacernos una pareja. Pero no quiero que pienses eso si vas a venir, porque si yo al final no siento lo mismo que tú sientes por mi, yo me sientera mál porque viniste por nada. No se, estoy confundida.
Mis padres no me entendieron cuando yo dije que no sabia si tenia sentimientos por ti porque yo necesito verte. No se es algo complicado.

Today with my family we will see a movie then we will go out and eat to celebrate our anniversary here.
I hope we see bride wars. I've heard it is a good movie.
I have a couple of things to read for school then i should be good.
Yesterday was good, hanging out with my friends from spanish class.
I was the youngest one there but that's okay, it wasn't too bad, we had fun.
Now all I have to do is go and sing karaoke.

<3

The rhythym' pumping in my heart,

Days like these it's when i long to go back home.
Seeing the crappy weather outside,
the streets filled with snow.
I just miss it so much.

Sometimes I think the reason as to why I miss it so much it's because i haven't been there in eight years.
Today is our eight year anniversary in this country.
I feel like I would be destroying everything my parents worked so hard for if i moved back.
I don't want to do that.
I guess I just need to visit.
I miss everything about it.

El malecón, las playas, las calles, mis amigos, mis tíos y tías, mis primos y primas, mi familia, la vida que yo tenia, todo lo estraño.
Aunquesiera unos dias que voy de visita, no importa.
Nadamas quiero volver.
Mirar, difrutar, vivir un poco.
Porque aqui hay dias que siento que de en poquito a poquito me estoy muriendo de tanto estrañar.
Yo se que algun día volvere a mi país.
Pero hasta ahora, nadamas puedo esperar.

Feliz Anniversario.

<3

pero es que mi instinto no sabe de amores

Today I have a lot of things to do.
I have plenty of time too,
it's just getting down to business.
which is the only hard thing for me to accomplish.

También hoy me estoy muriendo de hambre.
No sé lo que voy a comer.
Estoy en la escuela por un terrible periodo de tiempo.
Lo odio.

Il suffit de venir en ligne, s'il vous plaît?

Juste avant-première sur.
Je sais que vous pouvez faire.
Vous m'a même dit vous-même.

Estic començant a aconseguir ansiós.
i encara famolenc.
Necessito unes vacances aviat,
vull tornar i els veig a tots.

ps. Je n'aime pas le froid et neige

i'm weak in the knees for you

I thought today would be the day.
I was ready to say everything I wanted.
I was ready.

com jo desitgen que jo el podria dir.
però els jo a penes saben ja.
jo estic perdut així.

Now I wake up, get an email,
and it goes downhill.
Communication is cut off,
for how long?
I don't know.

Je suppose que je peux considérer cela comme un signe.
C'est peut-être les choses ne sont pas censés être.
Je n'ai aucune idée de ce qu'il faut penser plus.
Je suis de retour à la scène confondus.

Yo quiero que me mandes un correo pa'tras
Esto me está matando.
De poquito a poquito.

agh.

the heart brings you back.

I'm sorry,
I don't know what to do,
Or how to think.
You are a good person.
I just need a sign,
Telling me what to do.

cause after all your my wonderwall

you left me speachless.
i have no words to describe what was said.
it's in my brain, slowly trying to decipher
the puzzle you left me.
it's probably not a puzzle as i'm thinking it to be,
but still.
it can't be like this,
it's too simple.
way too simple.

i need to figure this all out
there are some obstacles
like the fact that i can't make up my mind.
i need to see this in person
with my own eyes,
hear it with my own ears.
i need to witness it.
in order to really believe what you said.

things aren't as simple as we make it to be.
even if they are that simple,
i am still uncertain,
of what will happen.
only time will tell where this is headed.
but for now, i am enjoying it.

quisiera regalarte las estrellas en una caja de cristal

school today
i thought i would get english mark today
but now i have to wait till friday
this is killing me.

i am hoping i find out my spanish mark today
if not i will cry
and hopefully education on tuesday
i hate not knowing my marks
it scares me slightly,
cause i have no idea how i am doing.

but it's frost week.
yay.
let's frost it up.

it's too late to apologize

it's been a while since i've written
back to school tomorow
yuck.

but on the bright side i am learning
how to write and speak in catalan.
yay :]

and btw i had a weird dream,
yet it was nice.

new year

it's finally 2009
it's a new year
it's a new way of living
a fresh start