bendita tu luz

sometimes i think that maybe i am just missing out in a big part of life.
maybe it's the fact that i don't tend to party as often as i should for my age.
or maybe the fact that, maybe just maybe, i'm still holding out for that perfect head over heels, weak at the knees romance.
i dont know what it is.
but everytime i listen to some songs, that feeling comes through.
maybe it's just the fact that everyone around me is happily paired up.
but i know i don't need a guy to make me happy.
i am happy, it's just, it feels like something is missing.

the dreamer and the sleeper

on that note, I actually had a crappy sleep last night.
it could have been the 5 hours of sleep i got
or the fact that i’ve been watching too much lost and now i am dreaming about it.
it’s no fun getting chased, or dreaming about the show (the scary/intense parts, anyways).
cause if it was the parts with matthew fox or any of those other lovely guys I would have been fine.
but it can’t be called nightmares if your dreaming about awesome, lovely things.
anyways, back to watching lost.

ps. i seem to never learn a lesson. lol.

lost overload

jonas overload.

fall in love

Directions:
1. Put your iPod, iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Chris Brown - Superhuman

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Stars - He lied about death

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Shantelle - T-shirt

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Hot latino summer mix

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Micheal Buble - Save the last dance for me.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Enrique Iglesias and Nadia - Tired of being sorry

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
PCD - I don't need a man

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
MIA - paper planes

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MOST OFTEN?
Paul Anka - Amigos

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Justin Timberlake - Rock your body

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE(s)?
Enrique Iglesias - Dont turn off the lights

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Pink - Dear Mr.President

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Plain White T's - Cinderella Story

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WHEN YOU GROW UP?
John Mayer - Your body is a wonderland

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Usher - Make love in this club [hahahhhaha<33]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTERESTS
New Kids on the Block - Dirty dancing

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Ne-Yo - Closer

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Ivy Queen feat Nina Sky - Ladies night

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Kevin Rudolf - Let it rock

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
John Mayer - Daughters

WHAT DO PEOPLE FIRST ASSUME WHEN THEY LOOK AT ME?
Teddy Geiger - As we get older

WHAT WILL BE A BIG CHALLENGE FOR ME IN LIFE?
Good Charlotte - I dont wanna be in love

AM I A GOOD GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND?
Gavin Rossdale - Can't stop the world

HOW WILL I DIE?
New Kids on the Block - I will be loving you forever

IS SOMEONE TRYING TO KILL ME?
Jonas Brothers - Burning up

WHAT SHOULD I DO INSTEAD OF THIS QUIZ?
Wisin y Yandel - Unknown

WHAT IS A BAD HABIT THAT I SHOULD TRY AND STOP?
Kanye West - Golddigger

WHATS FOR DINNER TONIGHT?
Ne-Yo - Hate that i love you

HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE ME?
Various Artists - Quimbara

WILL I HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
Mana - Rayando el sol

WHAT DO MY FRIENDS REALLY THINK ABOUT ME?
Pink - Sober

DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER ME?
Camila - Abrazame

HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY?
Celia Cruz - La negra tiene tumbao

WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH MY LIFE?
Jason Mraz- Stranger in the sky

WHY IS LIFE FULL OF SO MUCH PAIN?
Salsa - baila con migo

HOW CAN I MAXIMIZE PLEASURE DURING SEX?
Daddy Yankee feat Arcangel - Pasion

WILL I EVER HAVE CHILDREN?
Don Omar - Reggeaton Latino

WILL I DIE HAPPY?
Taylor Swift - Breathe

WHAT IS SOME GOOD ADVICE TO ME?
Sean Paul - Give it up to me

WHAT IS HAPPINESS?
Lights - Drive my soul

WHAT IS MY FAVOURITE FETISH?
Teddy Geiger - She's on my mind.

HOW WILL I BE REMEMBERED?
Mana - Oye mi amor

HOW DO I GET MORE SEX?
Micheal Buble - The way you look tonight

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOUR PARENTS?
Drake Bell - Drake and Josh Theme song

WHAT SHOULD YOUR NAME BE?
Aaliyah - Miss you

BEST FEATURE?
Taylor Swift - Fearless

WHO DO YOU LUST AFTER?
PCD - When I grow up

WHAT MAKES YOU ANGRY?
One Republic - All we are

WHAT MAKES YOU SAD?
Enrique Iglesias feat Nadiya - Tired of being sorry

I believe

I believe in rainy days and rainbows.
I believe in listening to music to fall asleep
I believe in standing up for what you believe
I believe in falling in love
I believe in autumn afternoon walks
I believe in the colour of summer
I believe in the leafs that fall from trees
I believe in the small things in life
I believe in living life to the fullest
I believe in having the right to your own opinion
I believe in staying up all night waiting for the sunrise
I believe in waiting for sunset
I believe in roadtrips with friends and loud music
I believe in photographs
I believe in the stories we have to share
I believe in the faith of the world
I believe in getting timagotchi's for birthdays
I believe in spinning till getting sick
I believe in summer days spent at the beach
I believe in humanity
I believe in the world
I believe in curling up and reading on winter afternoons
I believe in drinking hot chocolate
I believe in the moments that are to come
I believe in movies
I believe in laughing
I believe in crying
I believe in screaming
I believe in being cute
I believe in staying in touch
I believe in getting through the tough problems
I believe in reaching your dreams
I believe in fairy tales
I believe in christmas stories
I believe in children
I believe in what you have to say
I believe in living
I believe in aliens
I believe in ice cream and movies
I believe in myself

omg, fml.

i am no where near done my think piece,
and i haven't even started my essay
fml